I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create an economic system which promotes fear of survival.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the existence of an economic system which forces me to work over the physical limits of the body or otherwise I will not be able to survive.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abuse my body by working excessive hours because of my greed and desire to be rich.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the abuse of my body as well as abuse of others and the whole earth through my greed and desire to be rich.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compromise the values of what is best for all because of my tiredness and physical exhaustion which was the result of my greed and desire to be rich.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that through compromising the values of what is best for all because of physical tiredness which was the result of my greed and desire to be rich, I allow and create the consequences of suffering for myself and for the whole world.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that through allowing the compromise on the value of what is best for all and accepting it as something normal I create consequences of suffering for the whole world.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to act and pretend with a smile on my face and friendly words that I treat my customers and other beings according to value of what is best for all, while in reality I have already compromised and I hide this compromise through pretending and acting.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make decisions based on my greed and desire to be rich without taking into consideration the limit and capabilities of my body and as the result of it I have allowed accumulation of tiredness and physical exhaustion of my body which took me to the point of making compromises on the value of what is best for all for the sake of fulfilling my desire to be rich.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that through my desire to be rich while compromising on the values of what is best for all, I allow and create enormous consequences in the form of suffering which are clearly visible in our world but yet I still deny to see it and I insist on fulfilling my personal desire.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny the fact that through compromising on the value of what is best for all I create consequences in the form of suffering for the whole world including me but yet I allow myself to hope that the consequences will not affect me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hope and deny the fact that the consequences of compromising on the values of what is best for all will not affect me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hope and belief that I'm invincible to the consequences resulting from compromising on the values of what is best for all.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that through compromising on the values of what is best for all I create consequences which will manifest themselves and once they start to manifest themselves in my life I deny to see that I am the cause of it, I deny to take responsibility for it and I blame others for it.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that allowing compromising on the value of what is best for all I create consequences in the form of suffering which are clearly visible in the whole world but at the same time I have allowed myself to belief that the condition of the world is too bad and I am too small and too insignificant to change it, thus I continue making more compromises while justifying it that everybody else does the same.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that as long as I am making compromises on the value of what is best for all for the sake of my own greed and desire to get rich, I create consequences in the form of suffering and as long as I don't stop making those compromises and start living the value of what is best for all, the situation in the world is going to worsen even more as a result of accumulating consequences.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that my belief that I am too small and too insignificant to make a change in the world is the result of accumulated consequences which I have allowed over the period of time and which SEEM now to be overwhelming and impossible to change.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that accepting compromising on the value of what is best for all as something normal and justifying it because everybody else does the same, is reflection of my own fear to take responsibility for what I have allowed through allowing the compromise on the value of what is best for all.
I commit myself to create an economic system in which every being has an abundant life and doesn't have to make decisions based on the fear of survival but instead everybody will be able to make decisions on what is best for all.
I commit myself to make decisions based on the value of what is best for all and don't allow to make decisions compromising this value because of my personal desires and goals to become rich.
To be continued...