It is 11 p.m. I am tired. I had been at work all day today and I would like to just lie down in bed and do nothing anymore. But I still have to write the blog. 23 days ago I have made a commitment that I will write a blog everyday for seven years about my process of self realizations and transformation into life. And thus I have to keep up with my commitment.
That is not much really to talk about. All I have say is this: "just do it".
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create economic system in which I am forced to work or otherwise I will not be able to survive within the system.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the existence of economic system which lacks money thus I have to compete with other beings to get money for my survival.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that working for money instead of working as self-expression is normal.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that creating a system in which people work as self-expression instead of working for money is impossible to create and is utopia.
I forgive myself that I have accepted a belief that creating a system in which people work as self-expression is impossible to establish and thus through accepting this belief I give up without even assessing the whole situation and the facts about it.