I realise that within my feeling sorry for the soldiers I give my power away to the system because I accept it as something that cannot be changed thus I believe that I must submit to it and all that I can do is to feel sorry.
I realize that feeling sorry for the soldiers is just another excuse to not take responsibility for the creation of system in which people are obliged to serve in the army.
I realise that I have separated myself from the system of obligatory service in the army and feeling sorry for the soldiers is justification of the believe that I cannot direct it or change it.
I realise that through feeling sorry for the soldiers I try to hide and suppress my fear of taking responsibility for the creation of the system of obligatory service in the army.
I realise that I have allowed myself to separate myself from the creations of the system of the obligatory service in the army and through this separation I have given my power away so that I cannot direct it and I have become helpless. And to cover up this helplessness and powerlessness I have created a feeling of sorrow for the soldiers because this makes me believe that I have done all that I can.
I realise that through creation of the feeling sorry for the soldiers I create an energetic veil which makes me blind and through this I make myself to believe that I don't have to take responsibility for creation of the system of obligatory service in the army because I don't see how I create it.
I realise that through the act of making myself blind with energetic veils of feeling sorry for the soldiers and not taking responsibility for creation of the system of obligatory service in the army, I create consequences for myself and for the whole world.